So much things to say yet dun wanna hurt you again. All to say now is left to regrets. Forcing is not a choice for solution. Looking for another, is not a solution too. Forgetting you is neither possible. Now to know you're not mine, is all I regretted. Late...is never a move that I want it to be. Yes, I'm late...but its never too late to get back if we still believe. I believe in you again. Would you take the risk to believe in me again ? Facts show I'm truly wrong. I'm willing to start all over again. Let me be the one who you rely once again. Chances / opportunity is all we need now. I know we are meant together. Forgive me for everything that all the severe injuries I done to your heart. Gg...its all a lie when I said..I leave you for your good. Gg...the real reason is because I'm stupid. I guess, you know all this while I'm just simply an idiot & stupid.
To everyone out there....never repeat my lifetime regrets. This regret will haunt you forever. To loose your love one, not because of jealousy nor indecisive. Its a simple answer which is, You loose someone you love & love you unconditionally.
Why I abandon you ? It was the most stupid thing I did !!! Now that I lost you, I realize I cant live without you. Love ...I guess when you love someone u won't wanna make her hurt of suffer. In my case, I chase her away n right now, i hoping to have her back. all i can think bout myself is a total jerk. why when you chase her away n nw u wan her back....u r too selfish nick !!! all the thing u told to her, she wont dare to be with you anymore. u shud be luck that ur still frens.
i guess, i'm too stupid enuf to accept the reality that your nt mine anymore. now saying all this, i bet you came across this b4....havin the thoughts n suffer alone. like you said, i'm lucky that u r by my side but when u goin thru it, i;m not there. gal, i angry n get too emotionally n abandon you.....things happen once enuf to broke ur heart. all i can say, gal.... i left u once i'll nvr leave you again. even for you, u might be thinkin...."u did it once, there will be the 2nd time " gal.... i just wanna say, I'll never leave you again...nw ur with ur new found happiness, I'll just wait, until my chance come again...chance that I'll never let you go again....
Everybody who has a dog calls him "Rover" or "Boy". I call mine "Sex". He's a great pal, but he has caused me a great deal of embarrassment.
When i went to City Hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like a license for sex. He said, "I'd like one, too!" Then i said, "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then i said,"You don't understand. I've had Sex since i was 9 years old." He winked and said, "You must have been quite a kid."
When i married and went on my honeymoon, I tokk the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that i wanted a room for my husband and me, and a sepcial room for Sex. He said "You don't need a special room. As long as you pay your bill, we don't care what you do." I said, "Look, you don't seem to understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Funny, I have the same problem."
One day i entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why i was just standing there, looking disappointed. I told him I had planned to have Sex in the competition. He told me I should have sold my own tickets. "But you don't understand," I said, "I had hope to have Sex on TV." He said, "Now that cable is all over the place, it's no big deal any more."
When my husband and I separated, we went to court for custody of the dog. I said, "Your Honour, I had Sex before i was married." The judge said, "The courtroom isn't a confessional. Stick to the case, please." Then I told him after I was married, Sex left me. He said, "Me, too."
Last night, Sex ran off again. I spent hours looking all over town for him. A cop came over to me and asked, "What are you doing in this alley at 4a.m?" I told him that i was looking for Sex." My case comes up Friday.
Well funny rite dis joke ??? I thought wanna name my hamster SEX also !!!
let's see...08-08-2008 ---> 08/08/08 suppose to be a good day/ auspicious day...turn out it was not for me. I din blame you for last minute notice cos it wasnt u, but everytime its last minute...makes me wonder.if a person told u da same things or excuse over n over..definitely u'll be suspicious..in my case, suspicious is where i cant have bcos it'll turn bad n ugly. definitely if u goin out i'll ask...whenever i ask, u think i'm controlling ??? wow in da case good la. next time i keep my mouth shut. u goin out ? of cos i dun wan u go..y ? wat time u goin ?? dun say i dun like u goin out with ur frens...i like u to hang out with ur ji mui. but can u tell me in a way i can hav better picture ? when i agree u can go, bcos i ask too much..u tell me ur not goin. very good. from now on, do wat u wan 2 do. i wont say i wont care, but i just keep it to myself. a concern i show towards u is bad.
Part 2...yeap..there;s more..right after finish with gg, was scold by D. y ? not punctual...i did came down to help..i explained nvm. its my wrong anyway. but after part 1, continue with a part 2...i felt realy miserable. been thinkin, am i causing all this problem n end up i make myself frus ? i showing my concern is bad ?its bcos i dun feel anythin from any1 that make me felt i do exist...watever i do, does it even hav a lil or slight impact on you guys ? i think, if i left da world, nobody will be at da funeral, except da undertakers.
anyway...I'm very upset n sad rite now.on the contrary, i might hav alot of frens bcos of me being easy goin...well, its time to change, chase wat i dream being after all this while...my HAPPINESS !!!
PS : I really doubt wat i told u b4 u'll do it, yes u can tell me wat i said, very good, bravo..but did u do it ???
